It\'s a little difficult for me...

[Grey Colson]

I keep seeing where my old group is singing at different places. It's kinda hard since I enjoyed it so much. I guess that's the main reason I latched on to writing.....it's a one man's project. I remember being in-between groups before. My mother used to tell me I should go "solo". I would tell her that I enjoy groups too much to go solo. It wasn't about me, it was about the sound.

Well, now I have gone solo and it has nothing to do with singing. It wasn't my choice. I have found that that the only one I can count on is myself. I used to think that friends were as close as a brother. I suppose I was wrong. Mybe doing somthing on my own will be worth it. Time will tell.

 

[mei lan]

I have found that that the only one I can count on is myself. I used to think that friends were as close as a brother. I suppose I was wrong.

True friends are incredibly hard to come by. INCREDIBLY. I could write a book about betrayal and the associated grief (and may yet)...I'm so sorry you have gone through this. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. It truly sucks believing the best in someone - loving and trusting them, and having them turn around and attack you and/or abandon you and/or lie to/about you. I'd rather live alone my entire life than put up with that kind of meanness.